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I'm sixteen, but definitely not sweet. Currently facing (and loathing) my freshman college life as an AB Broadcast Journalism student. I have a tendency to be lost in my imaginations and daydreams. I'm sarcastic. I cuss. I'm moody. I have my fair share of complexities - though I sometimes think I got too many. Likes: Books, Country and Punk Rock music, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Red, 19th century era, Chace Crawford, Jacob Black, trivias, chocolates Dislikes: Slow and sentimental songs, Harry Potter, Bella Swan, predictable telenovelas here in the Philippines, Justin Bieber, Math, Any kind of sports, K-Pop I don't know what I want. So don't ask me coz I'm still trying to figure it out. Say What?
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
I get so weak. Comments: 2 comments | Leave a Comment
I totally know what my weaknesses are! (in terms of writing, I mean) Titles and Endings. Well, for most of you people, beginnings are most likely to be hard whenever you're writing an essay or a blog post, more likely. I don't know. These has been my problem since I was a kid and it's just recently when I discovered these weaknesses. I'm always thinking of a creative title or ending and always, it ends up as something shallow or not too attractive. Hell. So maybe I should practice this more often. Oh and by the way...It's... 1. three days before my Prelim exam and... 2. fourteen days before New Year. Note: Christmas is not that relevant to me since we don't celebrate that in our religion. :) Anyway, WHERE DID ALL THOSE FREAKING MONTHS GO?!?!? :O I CANNOT believe it has been 11months and 17 days! I mean, has it really been that long? 2009 flew by so fast that I can't even remember what significant things happened in each month. And now it's New Year. Another New Year with Papa not around. :( Hey, don't misinterpret this! He's just in California, okay? :) I seriously have a problem... NO, war I mean.. with College Algebra right now. You are all free to laugh at me you freakin' Math geniuses. I know I suck at Math and I'm not afraid to say that because hey, we're humans. And we all have weaknesses. Referring to the topic, yes I do find College Algebra difficult. And I loathe it. Why does it have to be that way? Do I think differently from the others? Maybe when God showered Math-empowered-genes I was at home taking a bath and when I got out, they are all gone. WTF. This is why I took up a non-Math course and it turns out I can't escape hell after all. It's always right behind me, waiting for a chance to envelope me in its full darkness and bring me to the inner depths of hell. And now I sound stupid. Labels: blah blahs, dramas, rants, school, weird Wednesday, July 15, 2009
while the raindrops are pouring... Comments: 5 comments | Leave a Comment
So my DLSU-D portal has been opened for hours now - waiting for one final click to download our Ecology PowerPoint lesson this past week - and I still can't do it. I'am too lazy to write it all down on my notebook, hence memorize the Biogeochemical Cycles and the Abiotic Components and all the blah-blahs you can find at Ecology. FML. It's our Prelim Exam this week and I can say that the first three exams are all easy, especially the Intensive English one. :) Im not boasting here but that's the truth. :) And to think English is one of my favorite subjects eversince I was in Grade School. HAHA! :) But I dont know if that's still gonna be the case on my Psychology and Ecology exam. (They both end with a "logy" so maybe it's a coincidence?) It's just that there are so many terms to memorize especially on the latter. I just hope I will get a high grade. Hehe! :)change topic... Notice the post title? Well, you get the gist. It's raining heavily.. What's up with the weather? I mean I was walking at DLSU this afternoon sweating and feeling totally sticky, and then I went home with dim surroundings topped off with heavy rain. I guess that's the meaning of climate change, huh? All in all, I LOVE THE RAIN! Maybe because I hate the feeling of 1.) My face feeling like a grease pan because that's what you get when the weather is hot, diba? 2.) Being soaked in sweat is all too "EW!" for me. 3.) And of course, my skin is not made for the sun. I get red spots when it's hot. Sometimes, I think Im not born to be in the Philippines. Oh well, whatever. :) I do believe rainy season is the most suitable for me. It gives me the reason to get all "dramatic" or "emo". Like, contemplating everything that matters to me. Or imagining things. Things that are supposed to happen. It all sounds too corny but Im proud to say, "I'AM CORNY!" Haha! :)) Like, I swoon over local loveteams here in the Philippines. I swear I get all giddy and kilig to some of them! CORNY. Imagine, a 16-year-old getting "kilig" with Sam and Toni, with Adik Sayo's cast pertaining to Jolina and Marvin.... WHAT THE HELL? Okay, so you are all free to laugh at me. I swear I laugh at myself at this stupid kilig moments. HAHAHAHA! :)) OMFG Im totally in a shameful mode right now. LOL. :)) Nakakahiya pero totoo. Another LOL moment. Sorry for the trashy post. Sabog lang talaga ko! HAHAHA! :)) Labels: corny moments, rants, school Monday, June 29, 2009
Heat and Aircon combined. Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
Im not feeling so well today. :( Well, what I mean is tonight. My body was in a very good condition this morning but things got a little bad when I went to school. This is all because of the stupid heat. Grrr! You know the feeling of being soaked in the Sun's heat for one hour and then went inside an airconditoned room? YEAH, it's refreshing but isn't it bad? I mean, all of your sweat will just be dried up by the aircon. And that's why Im not feeling so well. I have a headache mixed up with a sore throat that feels like hell even just swallowing water. Arrrgghhh! And my legs ache too. Probably because of the long walk from the Admin Building to JFH, which, I might add, is kinda FAR. Thanks to that stupid ID! Why does the Admin Building have to be so far??? I just hope the other Admin they're building (just beside JFH - our college) will finish soon. So that we wont have to walk the long-effing-way! PLEASE God, let this headache/sore throat/leg ache be gone tomorow. I might not be able to survive my 8am to 5pm class feeling like this. :(change topic... Who thought Filipino class can get so FUN?? HAHAHA. Well, IT IS. :) Our Filipino prof is so bubbly and laughs along with out corny jokes, even telling us some funny stories. Too bad she's not our "real" professor. The real one is missing, probably sporting a disease called A(H1n1). HAHA, NO, im joking! :) I dont know where he is, and why the hell he's not appearing in our class for two weeks. Pa-importante ang Lolo mo! HAHA. At talagang pinapalitan pa ang schedule namin, ha?! Ang arte! Kaasar! By the way, our substitute professor told us she had Marian Rivera as her classmate during an Under-Grad class. Well, probably, some of you heard Marian studied at DLSU-D (which Im not proud of because, WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL?? It's just Marian Rivera, for Pete's sake! The girl that says "Tarantado!" on YouTube. UGH.) Siguro kung si Tom Cruise or Megan Fox pa yun baka sobrang proud ako! HAHAHA. Wait. STOP. Why the hell Im blogging about THAT girl??? Oh well, change topic.. So. I was watching 24 Oras a while ago and there was this news about Michael Jackson and his family planning to do another autopsy. They're gonna examine the prescripted medicines being gave to him. Maybe because they're suspecting that his death might be intentional. OMG that's rude! Im not a fan of him. I dont even like him! What will all the scandals he made and his awfully white skin that really scares me off! But his music will forever live with us. He is a music icon - the King of Pop. And his sudden death at 50 really shocked me! He's too young to die! I mean, for a very wealthy man he is too young to die. You should all get the appropriate nutrients and vitamins because you have so much money to afford it all and then you'll die at 50? Oh well.. Reminds me of the phrase - "You can have all the money in the world but you can NEVER buy health." So TRUE. :) I think I should just go lie down and watch TV. Totoy Bato is currently being shown on GMA-7. Dont raise those eyebrows!!!! Im just too lazy to pick up the remote and find a worthy show to watch. I dont even know why Im here blogging about nonsense stuffs when I should be lying down. Or maybe I shoudl just do my Psychology homework? Man. Im just so damn tired. TOODLES! XOXO, Ehver Sunday, June 28, 2009
Drama Queen much? Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
Let's start this blog entry with the effed up dream of mine, shall we? :) I had so many bad dreams - or should I say, NIGHTMARES - in my life. But this dream last night is the WORST of them all! I got pregnant - IN MY DREAM. Like, OH MY FREAKIN GOD! I never fantasized in my entire life being pregnant! IT'S SO UNCOOL!! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE because Im not the type of girl who will get preggers at a very young age. Im sorry to those girls who already have children of their own, but I think that's stupid. It's like wasting your youth - sacrificing it all for a freakin one-night of unprotected "you know". Im NOT condemning them. I dont even know the reason why they even did IT. Someone told me teenagers do that because they're curious. Or they love their boyfriends/girlfriends so much that they think sex is the only way to prove that they really love each other. Im NOT Little Miss Perfect or whatsoever but hey, I think it's so freakishly wrong to have a baby at a very young age. And to dream about being pregnant..... OMFG! I literally want to scream at the top of my lungs when I woke up this morning!!! Yeah I get it, Iam so overreacting. But WTH, I swear to myself that it's the worst dream of my life!/change topic../ Since I cant sleep last night I went back through my highschool memoirs inside my head. And it turns out every highschool year has its significant part on my life. :) Here it goes... FIRST YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. Aahh the HAPPIEST year of them all! HAHA! :) It was kinda sad in the beginning because I transferred schools, I left my Grade School friends at Marikina to transfer here in Cavite. And to think it was my first highschool year got me oh-so-sad at that point. But unexpectedly, this is where I met my very best friends! Nung una si Sarah lang yung friend ko. And then nadagdag na si Maricho, then Mayet. We even have those friendship names like everyone! M2ES 4EVER. :) LOL. So corny noh. But that name suited us very well. Our names stand for each letter. M - Maricho 2 (repeat M) - Mayet E - Ehver S - Sarah 4 E - Espejo (my surname) V - Verecio E - Evalle R - Recimo O diba? HAHAHA sobraaang meant to be! :) Ang saya-saya talaga ng year na to. This is where I learned to cut class (OMFG!) HAHAHA! FYI, I think I did it for 5 times? I dont even remember the reason why. Haha! But it's those times na hindi important yung lesson. Yun bang attendance lang ang kailangan. Hahaha. Again, I dont remember the reason why I cut class that time. Most of it kasama ko si Sarah - my partner-in-crime! Yung dalawa angelic kaya laging hindi namin kasama. O diba I told you Im no Little Miss Perfect! :) It was this year that I learned what the word "FRIEND" really meant. Sobrang vibes na vibes talaga yung ugali naming apat. Yun bang magkatinginan lang GETS na agad. Tapos tawanan na. Kahit walang words, tinginan lang, pero magkakatawanan na. We can spend hours and hours together and dont even get bored because we dont run out of things to talk with. We all have differences, of course. Pero go with the flow lang. :) That differences is the major reason why we enjoy each other's company. Opposites attract, as they say. :) SECOND YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. Eto yung moment na na-feel ko na girl pala ko! HAHAHA! :) The phase where I experienced my first real CRUSH! Akalain mo yun, akala ko lesbo ako! HAHA! I wont publish his name here, eventhough I know na he wont read this naman. Heehee. For respect ba. Kasi NOBODY knows this talaga. Never ko sinabi kahit kanino. Even my bestfriends, they dont know. But Im saying this now because what's the use of hiding it diba? Past is past. We should all move on. And besides, wala naman ng feelings. OHA showbiz answer mode! LOL. So yeah, "staring from afar" ang drama ko noon. Haha sobrang Maria Clara! What's even funny is he was my classmate back in Kindergarten. And I didn't even took notice! Haha. Oh well.. THIRD YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. First ever major heartbreak! HAHAHA. FYI, crush ulit to. Hindi ko naging boyfriend or whatsoever. Sobrang na-hurt lang kasi masyadong nag-expect. Haaay, that's why I hate expectations. You'll get disappointed lang in the end. HAHAHA sobrang landi mo Ehver! LOL. change topic.. Naging classmate ko ulit si Sarah this year. At ano pa nga bang ieexpect mo kundi KALOKOHAN! HAHAHA! And there was the cutting classes padin. IM A BAD STUDENT noh? HAHA. Mayet went home to her province at this time. :( All of the time si Sarah ang kasama ko, and our other friend, Jermaine. Nasa ibang section si Maricho e. :( Namaaan! Sobrang enjoy din ng year na to! Love is in the ayer! :) FOURTH YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. The joys of transferring schools! *insert sarcasm tone here*. Ayun nga, nag-transfer ako to another school. The reason why? Refer to my 25 random things about myself O ayan alam mo na? :) Nung una syempre sad. I left all my friends at my previous school. I even think I cant be friends with the girls at my new school. Of course they've been together for four years! And Im a bagong salta. Turns out Im wrong pala. They are all fun to be with. And I learned a LOT from them! They are all very different creatures than my bestfriends. They have no similarity at all! So it's like a whole new world for me. :) Everything's so different. But nevertheless, this year spells out F-U-N! :) I dont know what's in store for me in college. I barely knew the people from my class. I just hope that I will meet new friends, someone genuine and gets along well with me. :) So far, so great. (As it goes on the themesong of Sonny With A Chance.) XOXO. Love, Ehver. Monday, June 22, 2009
SCHOOL :) Comments: 2 comments | Leave a Comment
Okaaaaay watsup guys?! :) I think this blog entry would be about school coz I really want to share with you my whole week of experience as a college student. To tell you honestly, it's great. What with all the freedom you got diba? No guards that wont allow you to leave school until dismissal time and of course, no corny teachers. College is like a new world, you know. Highschool is so.. highschool. I've met new friends. Not exactly friends. I think I would have to call them acquaintances muna. My classmates are so.. unbelievable. It's like they've known each other for a long time! Kidding around, the bickering, sharing laughs during the first day. It's like, WHOA! But as my professor said, you can expect it from Broadcast Journ. students. Mga walang-hiya. Hahahaha. Plus, we have NO MATH! YIIPPEEEE! When I asked some of my classmates if they like Math, they all answered NO. Haha. It's great meeting people who also dislike Math as I do. At last. I blend in! Hahahaha. My schedule is not hectic, btw. My sister told me to enjoy my first year coz it's not like that when I enter my 2nd year anymore. It will be much, much more difficult. But it's okay! :) I want to experience it naman eh. Parang gusto ko din syempre na ma-feel yung hectic na sked. Yung super daming ginagawa. Para I can feel naman na college student na talaga ko. :)So, 'til here. I have to do my homework in SocSci and I have to review pa for my Ecology exam tomorrow. :) XOXO. Labels: school |
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