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And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does NOT exist
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 Hear thee.
I'm sixteen, but definitely not sweet. Currently facing (and loathing) my freshman college life as an AB Broadcast Journalism student. I have a tendency to be lost in my imaginations and daydreams. I'm sarcastic. I cuss. I'm moody. I have my fair share of complexities - though I sometimes think I got too many. Likes: Books, Country and Punk Rock music, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Red, 19th century era, Chace Crawford, Jacob Black, trivias, chocolates Dislikes: Slow and sentimental songs, Harry Potter, Bella Swan, predictable telenovelas here in the Philippines, Justin Bieber, Math, Any kind of sports, K-Pop I don't know what I want. So don't ask me coz I'm still trying to figure it out. Say What?
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
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Let's start this blog entry with the effed up dream of mine, shall we? :) I had so many bad dreams - or should I say, NIGHTMARES - in my life. But this dream last night is the WORST of them all! I got pregnant - IN MY DREAM. Like, OH MY FREAKIN GOD! I never fantasized in my entire life being pregnant! IT'S SO UNCOOL!! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE because Im not the type of girl who will get preggers at a very young age. Im sorry to those girls who already have children of their own, but I think that's stupid. It's like wasting your youth - sacrificing it all for a freakin one-night of unprotected "you know". Im NOT condemning them. I dont even know the reason why they even did IT. Someone told me teenagers do that because they're curious. Or they love their boyfriends/girlfriends so much that they think sex is the only way to prove that they really love each other. Im NOT Little Miss Perfect or whatsoever but hey, I think it's so freakishly wrong to have a baby at a very young age. And to dream about being pregnant..... OMFG! I literally want to scream at the top of my lungs when I woke up this morning!!! Yeah I get it, Iam so overreacting. But WTH, I swear to myself that it's the worst dream of my life!/change topic../ Since I cant sleep last night I went back through my highschool memoirs inside my head. And it turns out every highschool year has its significant part on my life. :) Here it goes... FIRST YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. Aahh the HAPPIEST year of them all! HAHA! :) It was kinda sad in the beginning because I transferred schools, I left my Grade School friends at Marikina to transfer here in Cavite. And to think it was my first highschool year got me oh-so-sad at that point. But unexpectedly, this is where I met my very best friends! Nung una si Sarah lang yung friend ko. And then nadagdag na si Maricho, then Mayet. We even have those friendship names like everyone! M2ES 4EVER. :) LOL. So corny noh. But that name suited us very well. Our names stand for each letter. M - Maricho 2 (repeat M) - Mayet E - Ehver S - Sarah 4 E - Espejo (my surname) V - Verecio E - Evalle R - Recimo O diba? HAHAHA sobraaang meant to be! :) Ang saya-saya talaga ng year na to. This is where I learned to cut class (OMFG!) HAHAHA! FYI, I think I did it for 5 times? I dont even remember the reason why. Haha! But it's those times na hindi important yung lesson. Yun bang attendance lang ang kailangan. Hahaha. Again, I dont remember the reason why I cut class that time. Most of it kasama ko si Sarah - my partner-in-crime! Yung dalawa angelic kaya laging hindi namin kasama. O diba I told you Im no Little Miss Perfect! :) It was this year that I learned what the word "FRIEND" really meant. Sobrang vibes na vibes talaga yung ugali naming apat. Yun bang magkatinginan lang GETS na agad. Tapos tawanan na. Kahit walang words, tinginan lang, pero magkakatawanan na. We can spend hours and hours together and dont even get bored because we dont run out of things to talk with. We all have differences, of course. Pero go with the flow lang. :) That differences is the major reason why we enjoy each other's company. Opposites attract, as they say. :) SECOND YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. Eto yung moment na na-feel ko na girl pala ko! HAHAHA! :) The phase where I experienced my first real CRUSH! Akalain mo yun, akala ko lesbo ako! HAHA! I wont publish his name here, eventhough I know na he wont read this naman. Heehee. For respect ba. Kasi NOBODY knows this talaga. Never ko sinabi kahit kanino. Even my bestfriends, they dont know. But Im saying this now because what's the use of hiding it diba? Past is past. We should all move on. And besides, wala naman ng feelings. OHA showbiz answer mode! LOL. So yeah, "staring from afar" ang drama ko noon. Haha sobrang Maria Clara! What's even funny is he was my classmate back in Kindergarten. And I didn't even took notice! Haha. Oh well.. THIRD YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. First ever major heartbreak! HAHAHA. FYI, crush ulit to. Hindi ko naging boyfriend or whatsoever. Sobrang na-hurt lang kasi masyadong nag-expect. Haaay, that's why I hate expectations. You'll get disappointed lang in the end. HAHAHA sobrang landi mo Ehver! LOL. change topic.. Naging classmate ko ulit si Sarah this year. At ano pa nga bang ieexpect mo kundi KALOKOHAN! HAHAHA! And there was the cutting classes padin. IM A BAD STUDENT noh? HAHA. Mayet went home to her province at this time. :( All of the time si Sarah ang kasama ko, and our other friend, Jermaine. Nasa ibang section si Maricho e. :( Namaaan! Sobrang enjoy din ng year na to! Love is in the ayer! :) FOURTH YEAR HIGHSCHOOL. The joys of transferring schools! *insert sarcasm tone here*. Ayun nga, nag-transfer ako to another school. The reason why? Refer to my 25 random things about myself O ayan alam mo na? :) Nung una syempre sad. I left all my friends at my previous school. I even think I cant be friends with the girls at my new school. Of course they've been together for four years! And Im a bagong salta. Turns out Im wrong pala. They are all fun to be with. And I learned a LOT from them! They are all very different creatures than my bestfriends. They have no similarity at all! So it's like a whole new world for me. :) Everything's so different. But nevertheless, this year spells out F-U-N! :) I dont know what's in store for me in college. I barely knew the people from my class. I just hope that I will meet new friends, someone genuine and gets along well with me. :) So far, so great. (As it goes on the themesong of Sonny With A Chance.) XOXO. Love, Ehver. |
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But darling,
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