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And that was the day that I promised
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 Hear thee.
I'm sixteen, but definitely not sweet. Currently facing (and loathing) my freshman college life as an AB Broadcast Journalism student. I have a tendency to be lost in my imaginations and daydreams. I'm sarcastic. I cuss. I'm moody. I have my fair share of complexities - though I sometimes think I got too many. Likes: Books, Country and Punk Rock music, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Red, 19th century era, Chace Crawford, Jacob Black, trivias, chocolates Dislikes: Slow and sentimental songs, Harry Potter, Bella Swan, predictable telenovelas here in the Philippines, Justin Bieber, Math, Any kind of sports, K-Pop I don't know what I want. So don't ask me coz I'm still trying to figure it out.
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Friday, July 24, 2009
Doll Domination. Comments: 3 comments | Leave a Comment
 I dreamed about Chucky the Killer Doll last night. Which was really odd coming from a 16-year-old girl like me. There has never been anyone - or anything - that really got me scared and coward as a child as Chucky did. That doll has this huge effect on me that I still carry on all throughout these years. And even up to now, when I dreamed or imagined Chucky I tremble and my heartbeat starts reacting violently. Even Google-ing that image made me sweat and tremble. Shit. I should have never done it. I swear these are all true. Im not afraid of monsters hiding at my room when I was a kid, Im afraid of Chucky going after me with his knife and demonic voice. And this stupid fear did not go away even after 10 years of growing up. It's still lurking at my imaginations. His demonic laughing voice, scarred face, torn clothes - these are enough to scare the hell out of me. I hated the sight of dolls (except Barbie, of course). You know, the one that talks and walks or you feed and took care upon. Those kind of dolls are my fears. I never touch those as a kid. Maybe some of you kept a doll and hug it to sleep until now. But that's not the case for me. I never hugged any dolls! I always imagined that they will come alive and chase me with their knives. *Goosebumps* Why, then? Dolls are supposed to be dolls that kids can play around with. Toys that will put a smile into every child's faces. Toys that will become their bestfriend or companion as they grow up. But Child's Play did not portay that. Maybe as a kid, I got disappointed with my expectations. And thus started the early perception that dolls "are" killers and can never be trusted. I tried avoiding all sorts of thinking that will lead me to Chucky. And still, he's the main attraction of my dream last night. Unfortunately, I was all alone in the house when I woke up at 5am since my Mom and sister had to go to our church for something. I swear Im frozen to my bed. I cant think straight at all. I want to get up and watch TV just to take away all of my fears but to no avail - Im frozen with fear. Yikes. Good thing my sister arrived 30 minutes after and that's when I finally loosen up and get a grip on my staggering breath. What a lame-ass creature Iam. Lame. Lame. Lame. Anyway, this day is totally cool! *smiles* I enjoyed my 3hour Literature class because of...NEVERMIND. Hahahaha! Im sooo afraid that someone will read this and mabubuko na ko. :)) Ayie. :)) What just really sucked was the guard at Robinsons. He wont let me in because Im a highschool student DAW and such students are not allowed to enter the mall until 5:30. What the hell?!? Im wearing a La Salle PE Uniform this afternoon! That guy is either stupid or ignorant. I mean, do I look like a highschool-er? Sheesh. Nevertheless, he should have seen my uniform. Stupid asshole. But everything's alright cause I got it my way. I want to scream at that stupid retarded man but I reserved my composure. After all, it's not worth it for a stupid guy like him. HAHA! :)) "Is it real or just another CRUSH?" Last Song Syndrome? =) Please COMMENT. Wednesday, July 15, 2009
while the raindrops are pouring... Comments: 5 comments | Leave a Comment
So my DLSU-D portal has been opened for hours now - waiting for one final click to download our Ecology PowerPoint lesson this past week - and I still can't do it. I'am too lazy to write it all down on my notebook, hence memorize the Biogeochemical Cycles and the Abiotic Components and all the blah-blahs you can find at Ecology. FML. It's our Prelim Exam this week and I can say that the first three exams are all easy, especially the Intensive English one. :) Im not boasting here but that's the truth. :) And to think English is one of my favorite subjects eversince I was in Grade School. HAHA! :) But I dont know if that's still gonna be the case on my Psychology and Ecology exam. (They both end with a "logy" so maybe it's a coincidence?) It's just that there are so many terms to memorize especially on the latter. I just hope I will get a high grade. Hehe! :)change topic... Notice the post title? Well, you get the gist. It's raining heavily.. What's up with the weather? I mean I was walking at DLSU this afternoon sweating and feeling totally sticky, and then I went home with dim surroundings topped off with heavy rain. I guess that's the meaning of climate change, huh? All in all, I LOVE THE RAIN! Maybe because I hate the feeling of 1.) My face feeling like a grease pan because that's what you get when the weather is hot, diba? 2.) Being soaked in sweat is all too "EW!" for me. 3.) And of course, my skin is not made for the sun. I get red spots when it's hot. Sometimes, I think Im not born to be in the Philippines. Oh well, whatever. :) I do believe rainy season is the most suitable for me. It gives me the reason to get all "dramatic" or "emo". Like, contemplating everything that matters to me. Or imagining things. Things that are supposed to happen. It all sounds too corny but Im proud to say, "I'AM CORNY!" Haha! :)) Like, I swoon over local loveteams here in the Philippines. I swear I get all giddy and kilig to some of them! CORNY. Imagine, a 16-year-old getting "kilig" with Sam and Toni, with Adik Sayo's cast pertaining to Jolina and Marvin.... WHAT THE HELL? Okay, so you are all free to laugh at me. I swear I laugh at myself at this stupid kilig moments. HAHAHAHA! :)) OMFG Im totally in a shameful mode right now. LOL. :)) Nakakahiya pero totoo. Another LOL moment. Sorry for the trashy post. Sabog lang talaga ko! HAHAHA! :)) Labels: corny moments, rants, school Friday, July 3, 2009
Perceptions DO change. Comments: 2 comments | Leave a Comment
You know, I never really understand why I got so addicted to Twilight before. I mean, what is so great about it anyway? Yes, Stephenie Meyer has good vocabulary skills (that I even came up to a point to consult a dictionary because I can't understand a word). But when you read the book.. it's like, "Are there gonna be some serious plot here than Edward and Bella's LUST for each other?? Sure, some teenagers wish for that too. They wish for a certain vampire who lives for a hundred years, a vampire with a serious case of pedophilia, a vampire who sparkles like your art project... What is so great about him anyway? Is it his famous, cheesy, mushy lines that gets a lot of "OhmiGod! Hayyy!"? Or is it his uber-handsome face? I admit I once fell for Edward Cullen too. I dont want to be a hypocrite to say that I never really liked Twilight. I did. I really DID. It's just that there's this thing about me that doesn't appreciate things fully. I usually make use of my critical mind. And when I read the book again, I realized it's far from great at all. There are GREATER and SENSIBLE books than this. Twilight just revolves around their love, or should I say, LUST, for each other. And it's so boring!!!! When I went over the lines that got me hooked up months ago, I thought instantly, "Did I really worshipped this book before???", "Did I really dreamed for my own Edward??" I was laughing at my month-old self. Im so SHALLOW. Im so romantic back then. Which is wrong, Im not the romantic type at all. And Bella.... Bella... Bella.. can I slap her to throw her out of her madly-in-love state of mind?Why does Bella suck? - She'd rather die than part with Edward. That girl is not inlove with him. She's OBSESSED. - She blames herself for all the strange things that is happening around her. FYI Bella, if you didn't transfer to Forks then you wont have to witness it all. - Her stupid and exaggerated reactions. - She's horny. - She used Jacob. What a bitch! Obviously, Bella is the only character in Twilight that I really loathe. Twilight is not the type of book that will keep you at the edge of your seat. Well, to romantic people it might be that way. I dont know why am I convinced to read that book a few months ago. Maybe because it's the talk of the town that time. Everyone is saying it's great. Everyone is talking about Edward Cullen. But really, I dont think I like Twilight now than I liked it before. Everytime I see the whole saga at our bookshelf I can't help but think about all those times that I spent reading 300 pages of it when it's all about love and love and love. No sense at all. A poorly-written book, as they say. I know some of you disagree about this matter. But honestly, I dont really care at all. This is my opinion. You have yours, I got mine. XOXO, Ehver |
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