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I'm sixteen, but definitely not sweet. Currently facing (and loathing) my freshman college life as an AB Broadcast Journalism student. I have a tendency to be lost in my imaginations and daydreams. I'm sarcastic. I cuss. I'm moody. I have my fair share of complexities - though I sometimes think I got too many. Likes: Books, Country and Punk Rock music, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Red, 19th century era, Chace Crawford, Jacob Black, trivias, chocolates Dislikes: Slow and sentimental songs, Harry Potter, Bella Swan, predictable telenovelas here in the Philippines, Justin Bieber, Math, Any kind of sports, K-Pop I don't know what I want. So don't ask me coz I'm still trying to figure it out.
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
realizations. Comments: 1 comments | Leave a Comment
Second post for today! :) - I found my old History notebooks and I just realized how I love History so much. - I found my old Math books and I just realized how MUCH I hated Math. Thank God it's not one of my subjects for my first year at college. *happy dance* - Im listening to Rascal Flatts and The Veronicas a while ago and I just realized how much I like them. - Im looking at some magazines yesterday and saw Anne Curtis, I just realized how much I dislike her. - I looked at my cellphone a while ago and found 30+ or 40+? msgs. The hell I care!. I just realized Im too tired to read them all. - I went to bed yesternight and cant sleep, I just realized that Im NOT lucky - for some reasons that I cant tell you. There. Things that I realized these past few days. :) -------------------------------------------------------------- If I were to change one of my attitudes.. It would be holding grudges. Yes, I hold grudges. Im not the type of person who "forgives and forget". But, I forgive people who said mean things to me but it's just that I dont forget easily. I remember when I was in Grade Two, there are two girls who always bullied me. Not that they trip me or hide my things, it's not that. They are always making fun of me - laughing at my uniform, my hair, or whatsoever they find funny. We became classmates again in the next school year. They changed. And they tried making friends with me. But they failed. I ignored them for two years. You see, it's so hard for me to forget. Every mean word that you said to me, I wont forget it all. It'll just play back in my mind. I may not hurt or get back at you but it's just there. ---------------------------------------------------------------- I've gotta find a reason. Just scratching for the ground for Something to believe in.. Something to believe in.. LSS. 3words, 8letters Comments: 1 comments | Leave a Comment
Please please bear with my Chuck/Blair addiction! :) Among the CHAIR fanvids that I've watched, this one is the best! I even favorited it on my YouTube account! I wish I could do something like it. The effects are amazing! Man! Can someone teach me how to do that? And FYI, the video maker used one of my favorite songs in the vid - 23 by Jimmy Eat World!!! Watch it guys! And BTW, I still haven't got to watch the season finale. I guess it's because I know Im gonna miss it a lot. Season 3 will air on August 31 - three months without Gossip Girl??!!? Ouch. Labels: CHAIR, gossip girl. Sunday, May 24, 2009
The back to back DAVIDS concert. Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
Remember my previous post before wherein I posted something like, "I cant go to the Davids concert chuva?" Haha. This one might be contradicting it. LOL. Actually, I DID WENT TO THEIR CONCERT! Yay! Unexpected. Sudden. Last minute. That's the perfect way to describe it. Kasi Im really expecting na hindi kami papayagan ni Papa, and Mama would do no help to convince him. Because she's not really the "concert enthusiast", she's not the one who would go to malltours, concerts, etc. to meet her favorite celebrities. She's not like that. She would choose siting in front of her computer - chatting with her highschool friends *rolleyes* - or she'll just go to the nearest salon to have a hair treatment or foot spa or whatever it is that she's doing there. So, yeah, ilang days kaming nag-convince ni Ate na payagan kami. But Papa said no, kasi nga wala daw kaming kasama. And he said it's too dangerous for us to go out to a concert with just the two of us. Yeah yeah. I lost all hopes. I said to myself, "Ok lang yan. Sila David Cook lang naman e." But deep inside Im hurting. *sob* LOL. Two days before the concert - repeat, TWO DAYS - all of a sudden, pumayag si Mama na samahan kami! GOSH! So ayun pumayag na din si Papa. Fast forward to the concert. I spent 3 effin hours waiting for them to arrive! But its all worth it when David Cook and Archie appeared right before my very eyes! Hahaha. They both have such good voice - even on live. Some singers are not like that, they become sintunado when it comes to singing live. But NOT Cookie and Archie, it's like hearing a recorded song! Man Im so impressed! Especially on David Cook, well, I guess its because i like his genre more than Archie's. I love rock songs (but not screamos). :)  That's David Archuleta. :) Man he's so cute! Haha. He sang A Little Too Not Over You, Crush, Barriers, Zero Gravity, my all-time favorite Your Eyes Dont Lie, Touch My Hand, etcetera. He's the first one to perform. He's drinking water everytime he finishes a song. :) So? Wala lang, I just want to share. Haha.
Labels: concert, Davic Archuleta, David Cook, MOA Friday, May 22, 2009
CHAIR or NAIR? Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
If you're Blair Waldorf who would you go for? Will you choose Nate? Nate, the charming guy but is full of conflicts? Or Chuck - wealthy, handsome but dangerous? Take your pick. :) This whole post is dedicated to my favorite couples on GG. :D I actually like some of the couples on the show but not Dan and Serena. *rolleyes* I dunno, I just dont like them since the beginning. My certain dislike for them shoot up a few degrees when they started going in the way of Rufus and Lily (on Season 1) - not that I really like the latter but come on! Their love for each other is so genuine even after 20 years of separation so I really like them to be together, and Serena and Dan keeps getting in the way. Like, DUH?!!! Go hook up with someone else S! That's your thing right? But I think all this rants are useless because everything's ok now. At least for now. We'll never know what will happen on Season 3. :) Okay. STOP. Back to CHAIR and NAIR. Im goin' gaga over them again. How can I not be? *grins* Nate/Blair (NAIR)  Originally, Nair shipper talaga ko! :) What is not likable about them anyway? They are filthy rich. Both are good-looking. And for an instance, I looked at them like they're gonna end up together. They have the perfect relationship - until Serena steps in and ruins the moment. BUT.. that was Season 1. A lot has changed since then. Nate hooked up with almost all of the girls and Blair fell for Chuck. So I did not actually expect them to be together again in this season's last few episodes. I dont really believe that Blair is inlove with him again. It looks like she's just making Chuck jealous. And si Nate? Well, I think he ran out of girls to hook up with. Haha. Nakakainis lang kasi, dati sobrang inlove sa kanya si Blair pero he is so busy pining for Serena. Eventually, nagsawa na si B sa kanya tapos bigla namang na-feel niya na he's inlove with B again. Haaaaay ang gulo niya! Its like, one moment he's inlove with her and then he's NOT. Its like switching a light on and off. But that's the way things are on Gossip Girl right. You'll never know who's gonna hook up together. :) So, yeah, I think im goin gaga over Nair again, even if its only a while. I just love looking at them and seeing how physically perfect they are to each other! Chuck/Blair (CHAIR)  Okay, I know the loveteam name sucks. Im not the one who created it so go sue or punch someone for making that up. :) Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. Their names sound so good together! Haha. So, I told you a while ago that Im originally a Nair shipper- but not until the limo scene. *grins* Ooooooh so all of you out there who are also Gossip Girl fans you'll probably know what is the "limo scene" Im talking about! Heehee. :) Its just that - one effin night at the limo and poof! Love emerged - all of a sudden! Who knows that an @sshole like Chuck Bass would actually fall inlove? You will never expect it to someone like him, because he's a womanizer! After that, he chased Blair around, urging her to say the three words, eight letters. They are a bit complicated though. Especially when Chuck's father died and he became so impossible.. what with all the grief and sadness but Blair was there for him. She comforted him, told him everything's fine but he just banished her out of his life! Blair actually said the 3words 8letters but Chuck just ignored it. I was so sad at that point, because they are my fave couple on GG and they're not working it out eventhough they are really inlove with each other! But nevertheless, I knew there is always hope for the two of them. I knew they belong together but somehow they cannot be just a couple and be done with it. People would get bored- even I would be - and the show would suffer. So I agree that the writers are throwing "roadblocks" together like Nate, Carter Baizen and Vanessa - it makes the Chuck/Blair affair more spicy and more fun to watch! ......................................................................................... "Three words eight letters. Say it and Im yours" - Blair to Chuck "I love you Nate Archibald. Always have, always will." - Blair to Nate Labels: Blair Waldorf, CHAIR, Chuck Bass, gossip girl., NAIR Thursday, May 14, 2009
oryt! naki-random na din ako. haha. Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
So before anything else, I totally freaked out a while ago because I cant sign in here in my blogger account. I keep re-entering my usual password (I use that password for all of my accounts here in the net). Iam sooooo panicking! I dont know what to do! And then I suddenly remembered.. I USE A DIFFERENT PASSWORD HERE!!! OMFG! Like, I really want to slap myself out of my total stupidity! GAWD. What cause this? I guess it's the fact that I CANT watch the Davids concert. *sigh* Enough na nga. Lets start the 25 random things, shall we? :) 1. I still watch cartoons. In fact, I watch them more than any other shows on TV! :) My favorites are Looney Tunes and Tom and Jerry, I really like animated creatures throwing stuffs on each other! Hahahaha. 2. It's my dream to be an astronaut when I was a child. And I think even up to now. Haha. I've always been fascinated to the objects outside the Earth. 3. As a kid, I used to eat rice with milk and sugar on the top. Try it! It's yummy! Haha. 4. I suck at Math. Really, I do. 5. My Ate and I played many indoor games before. We used to play Barbie - we pretend they are our own daughters! And we had "pets" when in fact they are only stuffed animals with a leash around their necks! Haha. We walk with them around the house and pretend like they are really animals. And there's this game that we really loved playing. I sit on a rag and she holds my arms and pulls me and we're gonna move back and forth around the house. We take turns, actually. That was really fun because our floor back then is smooth and slide-y. :) I miss my childhood days! 6. I love reading! From magazines to books to encyclopedias to newspapers! I read everything! When Im depressed, sad or bored I sit with a book and Im okay! Reading is my ultimate happiness. :) 7. I have very poor eyesight. I usually wear glasses all the time. Read number 6 again and you'll find out why. :) 8. Im not very good at handling children. 9. One of my pet peeves are people asking me questions with the MOST obvious answers. 10. When Im quiet it means Im thinking. And I dont want to be distracted. 11. I once lost to an English quiz bee because of the word "rendezvous". Im at Grade 4 at that time. My mother made me study a dictionary and I didn't paid attention to that word! You could imagine me sweating and in the verge of tears when the teacher asked us to spell that word. It's the final round. I cried so hard that day. 12. I have fear being on deep levels of water. That's why I can't swim. 13. I hate riding vehicles when Im full because I throw up. 14. Im scared riding the MRT when it goes underground. I feel like the ground will shake and we'll get stuck underneath! Paranoid. 15. I talk uncontrollably when Im sleepy. Weird huh? LOL. 16. I love the rain and I hate the sun. I love nighttime, I hate daytime. 17. I write lots of stories but never get to finish them. 18. I so hate the sound of a spoon and fork na pinagkikiskis. Nangingilo ako! 19. Im scared of big dolls! Up to now. It's because of Chucky the Killer Doll. Mama once told me I spilled milk all over myself when Im young while watching Chucky. Is there a phobia called Chucky-lophobia? Coz I think I got it. Haha. 20. My bestfriend and I used to ditch afternoon classes in highschool to play Audition and just hang out together. Mama found out about it, grew angry and transferred me to another school - at least it is one of the reasons. Haha. 21. Im always imagining and making up lots of stories inside my head. 22. I can never have too many friends. 23. I adore puppies and cats! I hug and rock them like a baby! Haha. 24. I always cover my ears while Im sleeping - either with a pillow or my hands. I have this fear that an insect will enter my ear or a sharp object might be thrust into it. That is so weird! 25. I've never been inlove. Labels: 25 random things, weird Saturday, May 9, 2009
EIGHT FACTS. :) Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
EIGHT is not really my favorite number. It's number THREE. :) Eight things Im looking forward to. 1. College :) 2. Premiere of Wizards of Waverly Place the Movie. 3. Taylor Swift's concert here (if ever there's gonna be one!) 4. Papa's package. :) 5. May 17. Let's see if my faith will come back. :) 6. One Liter of Tears / Boys Over Flowers. 7. New episode of GG. 8. Merienda. Gutom na ko! LOL Eight things I wish I could do. 1. be invisible 2. turn back time 3. travel to Europe. :) 4. buy every existing book in the world! Hahaha! bookworm much. 5. meet my favorite stars. 6. make it snow here in the Philippines. I really dont like the Sun. 7. FLY! :) like Peter Pan! cmon Tinkerbell, whisk some dust on me. LOL. 8. finish writing a very good novel that will dominate the world! Eight shows I watch 1. Gossip Girl 2. Grey's Anatomy 3. Heroes 4. Wizards of Waverly Place 5. Hannah Montana (believe it or not. LOL) 6. Sonny With a Chance 7. MYX (my everyday ritual) 8. E! News Eight things I did yesterday 1. surfed the net 2. went to La Salle to confirm my course 3. listened to music 4. read Twilight 5. watched Enchanted for God-knows-how-many times. :) (I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss) lol 6. watched my favorite cartoon show! Tom and Jerry! yay! 7. laughed at my Ate's imitation of Lily VDWs laugh. :) 8. talk. talk. talk. Labels: eight things Sunday, May 3, 2009
WORRIED. Comments: 0 comments | Leave a Comment
Heya! Its May... ugh. Darn it! Why is it that time was so fast-paced this days? Parang kelan lang graduation namen. And now, May na. One more month to go before college. COLLEGE. Gawd. Honestly, Im scared. Well, not exactly scared. More of worried. Im worried about having friends. Im not the friendly-type you know. And Im not the type of person who approaches everyone at the classroom on the first day of school and goes "Hi, my name is Ehver. What's yours?" No. That's not me. Sometimes people see me as the snob and quiet girl who prefers sitting alone. I dont blame them. As I have said, Im not friendly. I took a personality quiz on the net and this is what it said about me. WHAT PLANET SHOULD YOU RULE? SATURN You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you dont always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, one you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has passed. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh yes! That is sooo true! Everything on that paragraph is true. My bestfriends once told me they dont expect me to be noisy and makulit. Well, that's the real me. I may be quiet and aloof to strangers but Im noisy and funny to my friends and family. Many people dont see that side. :) And I dont intend to show it to them. Hahaha. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SPORTS. Ooooooh! The entire Philippines (um not entire. almost?) is celebrating Manny Pacquiao's victory over Hatton. So? IT DOESNT MATTER TO ME. Heck. So what if he won? Am I getting a million bucks like him? NO. Did I get more popular? NO. Yayaman ba ko kapag nanalo siya? Certainly not. So why care? Sorry for all the Manny Pacquiao fans out there. Im entitled to say my opinions naman diba. After all, this is a democratic country. :) LOL. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SPORTS. Hmm. What can I say about this? Im not sports-inclined. Meaning I dont do well in any kind of sports. I suck at volleyball, basketball, badminton. etc. Anything that involves a ball. I dont know why my body is not coordinated with the ball.. I do believe it hates me. LOL. That's why I hate the ball too. VERY MUCH. Everytime I try to hit the ball at VB.. i dunno.. it just slips out. It goes on a different way. Like it's avoiding me. Ugh. What the heck! I've given up on sports a loooong time ago. At an early age I made up my mind that it's not meant for me. Haha. And yes, I really do hate Physical Education, and all the PE teachers who pushes me to play sports. So, that's it for today. until my next post. haha. XOXO. |
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And that's David Cook!! Aaah! Sobrang gwapo xhet! LOL. I dont care about the blaring speakers when he performed that night. Of course he is a rockstar, what can you expect? Haha. He sang Always be my Baby, Come Back to Me, Light On, Kiss on the Neck, Declaration, etcetera. So cute when he says, "Salamat pow!" Haha. So there, they sang together on the finale and hugged each other before leaving the stage. That is sooo cute! :) Hope they will come back here. By that time, my money is ready. Haha!